I had three meetings with three men this weekend. And no meeting is not a euphemism for sex, I say this because after you read the next part of the post you might wonder.
The rest of my weekend was filled with porn. I don't know why I felt interested but I did. I watched a lot of free porn. I'm astonished at how many young girls are willing to do anything (and I mean anything) and put their pretty, fresh faces on camera. These girls are barely 18 - 20 and are very pretty according to the world's standards. They have education because they seem to be able to talk English properly. I just don't get it. In one video a very pretty young women gets banged by her real life boyfriend and when asked if being filmed in front of strangers turns her on - she just smiles at the camera. I understand exhibitionism - it's not a stretch to figure out I have that streak myself. But...you're on film for posterity. This can be drug up at anytime and used to embarrass you and your children! I understand porn actresses entering the biz - it's a market and big business. These girls however were amateur porn stars, maybe they're trying to break into the big time. Don't know.
I'm not casting judgement. I obviously watched. Mind you I don't think I react the same way a man would, meaning I'm not pleasuring myself while watching - I'm more removed from the scene I suppose. I'm curious about what goes on behind the scenes like the recruitment, the payment, the men who 'do' the girls etc. I wonder if it all becomes boring to the photographer seeing vagina after vagina. I wonder if taping girls to their bicycles feels as silly to them as it looks. (that really happened)
I worry about these girls too. I worry that their value is getting lost in being slutty for men and money. I wonder if they'll wake up one day and know they are all used up and recognize their value has been spent. Young people have no clue what lies ahead of them - they live the here and now and they are told if it feels good do it. They don't have the ability to delay gratification. I worry about them. I do.
The pendulum will swing it always does, a chaste age is coming, maybe not in my lifetime, but it will come again.
Source: http://sexliestruth.blogspot.com/2010/08/porny.html